Saturday, August 25, 2018

14 Pentecost Proper 16 Yr B Aug 26 2018



14 Pentecost Proper 16 Yr B Aug 26 2018 Audio

So we come to our last Sunday reading this sixth chapter of John. Jesus is the bread of life. Jesus is the living bread. But some of Jesus’ disciples said, “This teaching is difficult; who can accept it?”

Do we do that too? Do we ever say, this teaching is difficult; who can accept it?” I do, I think this is difficult, following Jesus is hard, but we can do hard things. So today lets take a look at what Jesus asks of us. Lets take a look at how Jesus empowers us to be followers. Lets take a look at how Jesus fills us with food, nourishment, life, so that we may have new life. Lets take a look at how Jesus abides in us.

And to get there, we need to remember what John asks us to recall. John assumes that we know our bible, and the story of Moses and the Hebrew people wandering in the wilderness for 40 years. They did a bit of whining while they were wandering, wouldn’t we all, and they were fed manna. They were sustained in the wilderness, but John is making a point that even that food was not the bread of life, the living bread. The trouble in this text is that people don’t believe Jesus is who he is. The trouble is that people don’t believe Jesus is God in the flesh.

It’s important for us to remember that John’s story is told many years after Jesus lived, suffered, died, resurrected and ascended. John finds it very hard to understand that anyone who has an encounter with the story of Jesus would not believe that Jesus is indeed God in the flesh, the incarnate one. John shows us the truth of who Jesus is by showing us the signs that Jesus did, turning water into wine, healing the woman who bled for years, healing the man who was ill for 38 years, feeding 5000 people, healing the man blind from birth, and raising Lazarus from the dead. So the disciples make the statement we are thinking in our heads. This is hard, not only to wrap our minds around, but to open our hearts, and to follow.

What makes it so hard? We didn’t see it ourselves or hear it ourselves. And it is very apparent in our lives today that nothing and no one can be trusted and that facts are not really facts at all. The trouble in our world is that talk about being faithful rather than successful is all foolishness. You all know this. You all have experienced this. Talk about things not seen makes your sanity suspect. Commitment to gathering in Jesus’ name, prayer and study makes your priorities questionable in some circles. And abiding in Jesus’ real presence in bread and wine, body and blood, is foolish.

So many in leadership positions rely on their own perceived power, and get into a heap of trouble. In all walks of life we see people who have come to believe that they are above or beyond being accountable to the community, to us.

So this good news is hard because it calls us into community, it calls us to accountability, it calls us to lay down our own desire for power. That’s why the Jewish and Roman authorities of Jesus day tried to trip him up, tried to snare him. Their power was being threatened. And it is not so different today.

So in this last story of John’s gospel about the bread of life, the living bread, let’s see what may be going on. Remember the word John uses for the deep relationship Jesus has with us, to abide, or dwell. John is very interested in showing Jesus’ followers what incarnation looks like. Incarnation, God being born in a barn, God coming into this world as one of us, God taking on flesh. Incarnation means God dwells with us, God in our midst, God in the flesh. This relationship between God in the flesh, who is Jesus, and God’s creation, you and me, is cellular, it is so deep and so broad and so wide, it is so intimate, that Jesus’ presence is nourishment, sustenance, life, it is bread for our souls.

John uses this verb, abide, throughout the gospel, and it means the mutual indwelling of God, Jesus, and the disciples. Jesus says, “As the Father has loved me, so I have loved you; abide in my love. If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commandments and abide in his Love.” There is a sense of divine presence and companionship, and friendship.

Could this also be what is so hard? And maybe even scary. That God, who is creator of all that is, seen and unseen, creator of the cosmos, sees fit to walk this journey of life with us. That Jesus is so very present with us. Really present, present when we are so broken we have no hope that the bits and pieces could ever be made whole again. Really present, present when our joy is so intense that we feel it throughout our bodies. Really present even in our worries, and in our mistakes that deep down inside we believe cannot be forgiven. Really present, when we are filled with bread that is body and wine that is blood. Really present, and that presence fills us with fear, fear that is awe.

We have lost the sense of awe. Everything is awesome, but not filled with awe. Jesus, really present in the bread and the wine, the body and the blood, fills us with fear, with awe. How can this be? This is really hard, and somewhat scary. Jesus abides in us, Jesus calls us into relationship, Jesus nourishes us. Because when we are filled with Jesus, filled with bread and wine, body and blood, we are changed, we are transformed, and we are deepened, we are made into who God means for us to be. It is this, abiding presence that empowers us to let go of and to lay down our burdens, our addictions, our worries, and being made into the new creation of God’s dream. And letting go is hard, giving up power, and the illusion of control is hard, but you can do hard things.

God’s dream is to be people who love. Because, if it’s not about love, it’s not about God. We are people who follow Jesus, who each day face the realities of our lives, our joys and our sorrows, our anxieties and our loveliness. Who get out of bed to face ourselves with integrity and honesty, with the heart knowledge that Jesus abides in us. We step out into the world in love. We leave this place filled with the real presence of Jesus. We love because God first loved us.

Risen lord, be know to us in the breaking of the bread. Lord Jesus, abide in us, as we love one another. Amen.

Saturday, August 11, 2018

12 Pentecost Proper 14 Yr B August 12 2018



12 Pentecost Proper 14 Yr B August 2018 Audio

I am the bread of life, whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty. How can this be? Is it really true? Those who surrounded Jesus didn’t think so. Who is this guy they ask? You may ask it also. He’s just Mary and Joseph’s son, how can he say what he says? He’s just an ordinary man, much like us. But he’s also God’s son. And it’s these two things, humanity and divinity, that work together so that we may be made whole. So that we may know the love that heals, the love that wins. It is Jesus’ identity as God’s son, and as bread of life that we see in this series of readings.

Whoever believes has eternal life. John, in chapter three, that whoever believes may have eternal life, and for God so loved the world that God gave God’s only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life. And John in chapter six, those who eat my flesh and drink my blood have eternal life, and I will raise them up on the last day.

For John, eternal life and believing are intimately related. Jesus associates his identity as the bread of life with believing. And for the gospel writer John, believing matters, and for John, believing is about relationship. The big picture that John paints is that believing in Jesus as the bread of life is primarily acknowledging the relationship between God and God’s people. A relationship that is so essential, it is like bread is to the body: nourishing, life-giving, sustaining. A relationship that is so intimate, it is like blood pulsing in the veins: pumping, throbbing, vitality. A relationship that is so mysterious, it is like creator, redeemer, spirit, all in one.

John shows us this essential, intimate, mysterious relationship over and over in the gospel. It is like word that becomes flesh. It is like lots of water that becomes lots of wine, fish that becomes enough for all. It is like bread that heals, and vines connected to branches. It is like blind eyes that see, and a friend raised from the dead.

This essential, intimate, mysterious relationship is grace upon grace, abundance that has no limit. It is to abide in Jesus, believe in Jesus. This essential, intimate, mysterious relationship is belief, and it is love. This relationship gives life, eternal life, says John. And according to John, eternal life is now; it is not waiting for life after death. It is new life affected by the resurrection and ascension of God in the flesh. It is life fully lived in the here and now. It is the way we are to live our lives right now.

God in the flesh, the God who does not despise the ordinary and common but rather who seeks out the ordinary and common to show us God’s dream for us, this is the promise that rests behind the bread and the wine made real in body and blood. For as God does not despise water, bread, or wine, such ordinary, common things, so we also know that God does not despise or abandon us, who are similarly such ordinary and common people. And so in the body and blood, we find God’s promise to take hold of us and make us God’s own, to remain with us and to never let us go. And there is another promise God makes to us. It is the promise to use us – to make use of our skills and talents, inadequate or insufficient though they may seem, to continue God’s work of creating, redeeming, and sustaining all that is. And that, also, is an incredible promise.

You see my friends, John’s gospel is not hard to understand, this essential, intimate, mysterious relationship, this grace upon grace, this belief, brings eternal life. And eternal life looks like        love     .

That’s right, it looks like love. Because love is not something that we feel all mushy about, love is who God is and what God does. It is for love that God, who creates all that is seen and unseen, God who creates the cosmos, comes into our world, to walk this path with us, to show us the way, to carry us when we cannot walk it our selves.


And how does God carry us? In love, through you. You are God’s hands and feet, you are God’s love in this world. You and you and you, all of us, this community of faith that comes together to pray, to eat bread and drink wine, to share meals, and tears, heartache and joy, and who is sent out into the world to do what we are called to do.

In Paul’s letter to the Ephesians we hear that call as clearly as we’ve ever heard it. Put away from you all bitterness and wrath and anger and wrangling and slander, together with all malice, and be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ has forgiven you. Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children, and live in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.

This bread of life is Jesus’ body and feeds us. This bread of life is Jesus’ body that is broken for us, so that the bits and pieces of our brokenness may be put back together. Believe it, Jesus says. Live it, Jesus says. And Love. For Love is the recognition of the truth that we are neighbors. The Love we show is the recognition of the truth that as bad as we think we can get, God’s grace upon grace is capable of embracing us anyway.

God’s promise of forgiveness and acceptance, of wholeness and of life, is given to each of us in a form we not only can hear, but also see, taste, touch, and feel. And so the bread and the wine, the body and the blood, bid us to raise our eyes from the confusion and ambiguity of life for a moment, so that we may receive God’s grace upon grace, God’s abundance, and return to our lives in this confusing world with courage and hope.

But don’t wait, don’t wait until the time is right, or until you have more or know more, eternal life is now. Don’t wait, until tomorrow or the next day, loving your neighbor is now. Don’t wait, until the world is a better place, make it so today.

I heard a story at bible study this week. One of us Trinitarians was out for a walk in her neighborhood. As she was passing by a family sitting outside in the beautiful pergola they had just built, she stopped to tell them how beautiful it was. This family was clearly dressed in a fashion that indicated they were Muslim, and yet, conversation ensued. She learned that these family members were preparing themselves for their pilgrimage to Mecca, a huge undertaking in and of itself, made more so because the elderly father was going as well. These neighbors prayed together, for safety in the journey, and in thanksgiving for being neighbors.  

This is the bread of life, broken for you. Thanks be to God.

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